(the night I called the crisis prevention hotline)
shit -> fan
Like it has been doing almost every night.
I called one of those Crisis Hotlines after I went on a walk. They gave me numbers of counselors that work on a sliding scale. Because, I'll be frank with everybody now... It's late and I care not. I've been a psycho bitch. I've been hallucinating from lack of sleep and trying to act normal but now it's just fucking everything up. I miss the way I used to be. I'm sure I'll feel just hunky dory tomorrow and forget all about calling the counselors though. I just want to move far far away.
Posted by alex at October 9, 2002 10:20 PM
