http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/ en-us 2004-10-13T14:18:19+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/001096.html The Ugly I knew it was coming-that rush of paranoia and panic---the fleeting sighting of me just hangin' around at my job instead of being where I am supposed to be-according to Mike. Where I was supposed to be is... norm 2004-10-13T14:18:19+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000922.html WOW ... its been months since I posted anything. I have to say that time flies when normal rules the roost, like it has for the last few months. I can't say it has been perfect, far from that, but... norm 2004-08-30T18:25:04+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000568.html I didn't forget that I had this blog, I just got used to using it when things were bad and not good. Now there is more good and normal than there has been in a very long time, and I... norm 2004-06-04T17:42:28+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000494.html I just realized its been a while since my last entry. Everything seems to be going very smooth right now. Medication is being taken on time, problems and dilusions are being handled quickly and resolved, and we are even having... norm 2004-05-19T14:50:23+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000412.html And so it keeps going. I have come to the conclusion that family and loved ones of persons suffering from schizophreina are very special people, and VERY SELFLESS. We have not only our own sanity that we must handle carefully... norm 2004-05-04T14:52:41+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000336.html I just have one short entry ... I was asked to move again today because Mike believes that I am cheating on him ... and I just don't know what to do anymore. I just don't know. I hate this... norm 2004-04-21T14:44:21+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000293.html Its been pretty quite around here lately. No suspicious or probing questions. No accusing statement. Only on Easter Eve did the symptoms start to dig at the foundation of the calm in our day and I chased them off. I... norm 2004-04-14T02:23:16+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000259.html I would never want anything to happen to Michael. In the past few month I got so caught up in what was going on with him that everything around me suffered. I was afraid to come home sometimes because I... norm 2004-04-07T14:52:58+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000226.html It was one of the scariest things in the world to see Mike at his very worst. I felt sad, and helpless and furious. I hated the disorder. I couldn't believe that what a schizophrenic sees in his mind is... norm 2004-04-02T17:12:11+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000213.html I alway had a choice. I didn't have to stay with Mike. I could have gone back to my life where I didn't have to learn how to handle such a mean and unfair disorder. But putting that aside, he... norm 2004-03-31T15:25:30+00:00 http://www.schizophrenia.com/blog26/archives/000206.html I want to share my last year with you, to let everyone know that even with all of the days you want to just give up, there is always some type of silver lining. I want to share with you... norm 2004-03-30T15:25:05+00:00