The Joy of Madness

I feel happy

I feel happy and there is little drama in my life currently. I am still suffering from endometriosis and my step-mom seems to believe I should just go ahead and have a hysterectomy; but I am hesitant.

Other than that, we are having sun and I feel good. I think I will get to see an old friend from high school next Sunday. Her and I are like sisters. Later today I will see another friend. Maybe we will walk around Balboa Lake. It is very pretty there.

I think my neighbor moved because I get up in the middle of the night to eat. His bedroom was on the other side of my kitchen. I wake up and soon get really hungry. I feel remorse over this; but he is gone now.

On Thursday, if I am feeling well I will go to a class on documentary film making at the victory clubhouse. They also offer art there. I got back some pictures I had taken from my Yosemite trip and they are really good. I will frame them.

I may not go to see my Grandpa in Arkansas next month. I don't know if I am up for it. I do want to go to Las Vegas on March 7th though. My fiend and I are going with Project Return. I don't like to gamble but I like to shop. Maybe we can catch a good concert too. Oh, and the buffets. I feel like I am in retirement.

I will have to get busy and write some more poetry. Oh, I am going to take a class at UCLA extension in April. I am very excited about that. I am having a hard time deciding which one though. I thought of a couple of phrases to go in my word book. Mediocre Madness and The monotony of sin.

Posted by Butterfly Emerging at February 27, 2005 08:32 PM