May 02, 2004

WHY ME?

I have the answer to all my WHYS?
I have no answer to the Whys of my son.
Mom why am I different from others?
Why cant I be like the others?
Why me Mom Why ME?
I have no answers?
Saying its a twist of fate,it was ordained,it is an accident of Biology,it is like any other illness,it is because it is...
There are no answers.
All sound nothing short of cruel...all demand an acceptance which is almost impossible.For deep down in my heart I know it is an illness far far more debilitating than any other.
So Iam Silent most times when asked.
And pray that he finds the calm in the storm raging in his mind.
My dearest child I can give you only love and hope.

Posted by Monica at May 2, 2004 05:42 AM | TrackBack

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let him see the ways of love. hope follows with the deepest compassion. life gets a new meaning.

Posted by: puzli at May 2, 2004 12:35 PM

"...you and only god would know what could be done, you and only god would know I'm the chosen one! could it be its the end of the world, every thing that we cherished and loved, I would have now to face this all on my own, coz i'm the chosen one..." Iron Maiden

Posted by: puzli at May 2, 2004 12:38 PM

YES HE MAY ASK QUESTIONS WHICH MAY NOT HAVE ANY ANSWER. BUT HE KNOWS HE HAS MOST AFFECTIONATE MOM. HE HAS LOVE FROM HER. THERE ARE BIOLOGICALLY PERFECT CHILDREN WHO DON,T KNOW WHAT LUVE IS/////////

Posted by: Nick at May 24, 2004 11:34 AM

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