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Today I think I will just hibernate. I actually went to church on Thursday and didn't really get into it very much. I didn't know the songs and just felt really out of place. Then on Sunday my friend invited me to her church and I went. I regretted it though because Sunday School was about Hinduism and how Hindu people should be witnessed to so that they can convert to Christianity. That was not a good lecture. It seemed very closed minded and taught ignorance. The sermon was on forgiveness. It was okay but I still felt awkward when the pastor began referring to people as false Christians. I won't be going back there.
After the church service we went to the zoo. We walked a lot and looked at a few animals but it all seemed to go quickly. We were supposed to visit my friend's friend at the mental hospital but we never made it there because we got lost. I was glad because I don't know her friend and it would have been awkward to visit a complete stranger in the hospital.
I just don't feel like the same person I used to be. I am quite lost and don't know where to go with my life. I wish I had goals or at least some fun plans.
Posted by Butterfly Emerging at April 16, 2007 09:19 PM