March 5, 2008
Still Stressed
The closing on our house is exactly 1 week away now. The closer the time gets the more anxious I become. I have packed some, but not a lot. I wonder what I'm waiting for. I worry because I'm not doing well. My voices have come back on and off and also my hallucinations. I know it is due to all the stress, but I made a doctors appointment anyway so he can check up on me. I have been talking to myself a lot more lately. I catch myself doing it sometimes and get embarrased, even if no one is around. My husband has caught me a few times and he calls out my name to snap me out of it. He always has this look of pity in his eyes when he catches me, that's a look I have learned to hate, but appreciate all the same.
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