I have found my soul again, with music. Though I have used several programs before nothing has given me so much control before than using notation software. Notation software lets you put in notes on the music staff instead of using a sequencer which records live playing. I was burned out but now I'm back, and having fun!
I know some of you endure so much through thoughts, moods and feelings about our predicament. There is hope. I enjoy my hobby. It helps me focus on something real in which our illness wants to peg us in a unreal one.
My hope is for those of you who that can't go on. I pray that you find something you can put yourself into. God has given us many things to enjoy...