March 29, 2004


Recently, I have realized that I suddenly get an insight into a dream I had the night before, and then I realize that it was not a dream, it was actually what I did the day before. I'm not able to differentiate between the dream and the reality besides not being able to recollect what I did the day before.

It's the same way with nightmares. When we have them, it's different from the nightmares normal people have. After a certain level of fear, they realize that it is a dream and they try to fight to wake up from that dream, but in our case we never realize that it is a dream, the fear goes on increasing, until we wake up confused what reality we are in. It's like Iron Maiden sings "...afraid to fall asleep and dream the dream again....the dream is true..."

Posted by puzli at March 29, 2004 02:24 AM | TrackBack


Hi Puzli,

take care..............

Posted by: Nick at March 29, 2004 12:59 PM

It's interesting you should mention dreams merging with reality. My friend Doug has what I could call a perfectly normal consciousness. But there are times when the unconscious part of his mind is stronger than his Ego. He enters a kind of dream-state while 100% awake and alert. It's hard for me to believe this is considered 'madness' - to me, that's the wrong word for it. It's something else. Something that hasn't been given a name yet.

Posted by: john at April 1, 2004 01:47 AM

Dear Puzli,
I am back in Delhi. So good to know that you are feeling better. You had mentioned that you were in touch with Monica. Shall we all meet at Sanjivini? -hugs, Survivor

Posted by: survivor at April 2, 2004 07:40 AM

hi survivor,
monica is a little busy right now. we'll try to make it next week or the week after that. we'll get in touch with you.

Posted by: puzli at April 2, 2004 03:19 PM

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