August 13, 2006

A new beginning

I thought it would be my last post. But here is another one.

I sit in the heat of the night. The place is a room on the terrace. My new home; newly found freedom. I understand however, that this freedom is just a physical separation. Along with it if I try to bring a mental and emotional separation, I would be deceiving myself for the rest of my life. I need things to work out, I need to work things out. I am still waiting for the doc to start the counseling sessions. I need to know, to know how my life is entangled; know where this knot is going. The powerful classical Indian song has faded out, just to fade in to a new one. My head still aches.

Posted by puzli at August 13, 2006 02:05 PM


"Try not to get worried, Try not to turn on to
Problems that upset you. Don't you know everything's
All right, yes everything's fine. Close your eyes
And relax. Think of nothing tonight." (from Jesus Christ
Be well, Troubled One, Empathy

Posted by: Empathy at August 28, 2006 07:36 PM

DEar puzli, leave the things which you cannot change in draft folder for god almighty to take care in his own free sweet time.take interest in things which you can change yourself. love

Posted by: captainjohann at August 30, 2006 04:34 PM

You've come a long way from August to September. I'm sure the path becomes clearer to you as you tread on it each passing day, as your persona unravels, as you discover the true you. I hope you continue to get stronger with each moment.

Posted by: Sadaf at September 6, 2006 06:33 AM

Chronological progression of your blogs tell me that you have come a long way. Keep it up -- don't let anything stress you. Stay calm, you will sail better.

Posted by: Roger at October 17, 2006 03:04 AM

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