State of Mind

A new beginning

I thought it would be my last post. But here is another one.

I sit in the heat of the night. The place is a room on the terrace. My new home; newly found freedom. I understand however, that this freedom is just a physical separation. Along with it if I try to bring a mental and emotional separation, I would be deceiving myself for the rest of my life. I need things to work out, I need to work things out. I am still waiting for the doc to start the counseling sessions. I need to know, to know how my life is entangled; know where this knot is going. The powerful classical Indian song has faded out, just to fade in to a new one. My head still aches.