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Hi, things are going ok for the moment.
M and I talked quite a bit this last weekend and he told me so many things that I had no idea he was going through or has went through.
I am throughly amazed that even after all these years, I still learn something new from him/about the disease every day.
By him telling me all these things, it has really made me feel less shut out. Which feels really good. I am hoping that by telling me his delusions/problems that will free him up too. I know that I feel much closer to him when I know what is going on. I don't like being on the outside looking in and that is what this disease does to me sometimes.
I feel much better mental health wise. My therapist thinks I am much better, too. Thank goodness! I sure don't want to go back there again.
I know this will really sound strange but I told M. the other day that maybe God wanted me to see what depression really is, what M. has been through. So that I would have more insight into the pain, fear, feelings that go along with depression. God, if you are reading this message...I did get the idea! LOL!
Well, tomorrow is Friday, I say TGIF! I am hoping that this smooth period will last.Posted by Jamie at October 1, 2004 01:27 AM | TrackBack