February 06, 2005

Up at 3:00 a.m.

I have a bit of a dilemma. I can devote all of my time to my studies which I will begin in April; or I can work and take classes simultaneously. I know it will be difficult to do both. I am having sleep difficulties and it is hard to wake up any earlier than 8:00 a.m. Two to three days per week I wake up at 3:00 a.m. The dr. is tapering me off of Lithium and I am starting Lamictal.

I had the best time last Sunday when I went to see some friends in Beverly Hills. I was a movie star that day. My friends gave me a manicure, pedicure, and a back massage. We went to Soup Plantation and Borders Books. I was disappointed in their selection of books on Bipolar. I will search on Amazon. I want to get a book by Wayne Dyer on the power of intention.

I am due to be reviewed by Social Security on Tuesday. I should have gotten a note from my dr.

I interviewed for a position on Thursday and will know next week how it went. It is for a teacher's assistant position in a school for disabled kids.

I saw Aviator and it was excellent. I loved the way the people in Howard Hughes' world just accepted his psychosis and OCD. It is great to see this story of a man who was a genius and triumphed over his mental illness. It was inspirational and also very entertaining. There were portrayals of many movie stars of his era in the film. My favorite scene was at the senate hearings. I won't give it all away though.

Posted by Butterfly Emerging at February 6, 2005 10:53 AM | TrackBack


can u email me plz we need to talk im bipolar and i know a fiew things about meds and yur 3 am deal

Posted by: rick at October 15, 2005 08:10 PM

3:00 AM has an enormous significance here. re: The Witching Hour

Posted by: Tim at December 24, 2005 06:42 AM

i had a dream that i attempted to come see my girl and i left some sort of message that got her in trouble. the message was suspended in some type of bubble. them we in in some type of abandoned building or old aqueduct or something. trying to find somewhere to do something. i think somewhere to sleep.i then found myself trying to kill someone, or some people. we were in separate cars. as i rolled my windows down it would roll their windows up. i rolled thir windows up and was driving away. then i felt something physically litterally snatched me up out of my sleep. i heard some type of surg of energy. i rolled over and looked at the clock and it was 3:01 am.
i used to hear a click or a surg of energy at 3:01 all the time when i would stay up late. i'd never hear that sound at any other hour. and i always wake up at that time. but tonight it was crazy cuz i felt something grab me. i simply did as i usually do and said a prayer for my family and household.

Posted by: Prince Jay Foe at July 17, 2007 08:48 AM

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