Stuart's Blog

hi there, hope you are well, i went fishing with my nephew steven today and my girlfriend and me went to the shops this morning and got a hat for him then she drove to my sisters where we picked him up them went to the river,it was a good day but he was struggling because he hasnt done that sort of fishing before, he was saying it was his worst fishing trip and that his hands were cold even though he had gloves on,the weather was not bad there was a bit of wind but mostly calm and a bit of drizzle aswell, i hope he wants to go again somewhere although its hard to get to places when you cant drive and my girlf cant drive us everywhere because thats not fair on her so the next thing on my agenda is to get a drivers licence, i wish now that i had not gone over the edge because i was taking lessons and nearly ready for the test when things started to unfold and i got delusional so after the fishing my girlf gave steven a lift home then took me up to my mums,i was really worn out from doing all that and went for a lie down and took my tablets.so its been an eventful day for me and mt girlf the two of us have really done lots of social stuff and things and her cbt book has 2 pages full of things we done today and had to do.i see my cpn on monday and have got alot to tell her i hope i dont forget because i get poverty of thought and dont know what to say and cant explain things properly some days i dont even say anything and that really annoys my girlf but cant help it she has to push me to get me talking, anyway thats me ,thanks for reading,good bye and have a nice day or a good sleep.