April 7, 2008
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hi there,hope you are well,i have finally built up the courage to post a bit more on the boards without worrying about things as much and being paranoid,things just happen sometimes and you dont know why good or bad,
anyway i am still not experiancing alot of emotions i think its a negative symptom of schiz called affective bluntening over here or flat effect but i have had it that long i have learned to try and just get on with things and not worry alot about things i have no control over like my brain without meds.my dad wants to go fishing with me where i took steven i just hope he is fit enough he has been up and down with his health and if he thinks he can do it who am i to say no,he really wants to go and i think i can help him and my gf can hopefully give us a lift down in the motor.i have been cutting down my meds to half but i think its a bad idea i have been more awake but my thought sometimes wanders and races thats when i need to take them but my gf told me to try it because i have been like a zombie alot ,so wishing you the best of health,stuart.
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